Hopeless Disposition

It seems to be the story of my life...

Tonight I need to break free from you
I’ve held on for this dream to come true
Now I’m face to face with reality
And I’m abandoning this fantasy

Stumbling through and counting down the days
While I start to dig my own heart’s grave
There is only one way out of here
And that is to make my heart disappear

*So I’m slipping, slipping away
From the possibility of you and me
And I’m drifting, drifting away
I’m letting go of all I thought I wanted (in you)

The endless maze of misery begins
Losing my way in this haze again
Pretending that my feelings have faded
Arresting all the thoughts I’ve debated

(c) Catherine Song 2009